The Next Step

Many life changes are in the works. And I'd be lying if I said I was not experiencing panic attacks about it on the reg. I am so excited about this new chapter in life. I am also scared shitless. I am stepping out on faith to find a new job, move to a new location and leave behind everything I know and love.

I have an idea of how I want this to all play out. How I want this to all look. But what if that's not God's plan? I am terrified of the unknown. What if this doesn't work out? What if everything falls through? What if I am making the biggest mistake of my life?

These changes are even making me worry about my relationships with friends and Mike. Will these relationships change? Do I even know who I am anymore? Will these people continue to love me and support me once I make these changes?

I keep reminding myself to take a deep breath. To trust in the process. To trust that all things are working together for my good. But I may not be able to breathe ... until it's March 2017, and I have seen that every little thing is gonna be alright.

Here's to this faith walk. This journey. These new beginnings. They are scary as HELL. But I am hopeful it's the next step, in the best days of my life.