D R E A M S

had a dream about my ex last night ... it was so vivid and real. he had messaged me and then showed up at my door step. why i dreamed about his last night is beyond me .... but it makes me miss him a tad. i truly miss the friendship we had when things were amicable between us. i am pretty sure that i will never have the privilege or pleasure of being his friend again. we have both changed so much - i am not sure we have much in common anymore other than a history together. additionally, if his wife was smart - she would not allow her husband to be friends with his ex (with whom he shared many firsts) with all of that being said .... i send him love and light :o) i hope he is doing well and is happily married. and now i am going to drop it ......